Sept,21,10

Canoe Trip

i just got back from our canoe trip. We went to a camp called camp pioneer were we met our leaders who were going to be our guides for our trip. Our canoe trip was three night and four days. The took our group and splited us into two (16) in each group. In those four days, were challenged with Waves, Pain, Stress. Over those days the asked us questions in the morning and talked about it in the evening. The first questioned they asked “ were do we see God beauty?”. I saw it in so many places. The first place ways at a mining place. Seeing all the old building be taken over by the forest and looking at the lake se-rounded by trees that were changing through the season. Some of the trip was hard for me because I have a really hard time loving my self. For me to be stuck with my self or being in silence was so hard. The second question was “Were do you see brokenes?”. we came to this mountain that we had to clime. It took us and hour to clime. I was so over weld by God beauty that how could I see God Brokeness in this. I sate down and Said out aloud alone with God. Let me HEAR your brokeness! As soon as i said that. looking over the valley i hear trees falling over making this hug crash! then I relized that the forest is slowly dyeing everyday. Tree wrought and die and the moss comes to grow and live on the death. Just like our sin, people let in live in them and don’t relized that they are slowly dyeing Intel one-day death comes and nocks you over were you can never get up again. The trip was hard but so Good. Coming back and seeing the other half of the family was so joyful, we shared stories, loughs and hugs. I am so glade that i am here and thank God for the people i’m with!.

Sept,13,10

So we are at our camp site and the place is just beautiful. Their is a lake that look like it is going on for ever! They have a play ground that is meant to for adults. Finally the guy and girls friendship has taken off. I didn't know this but this guy named Dan told me that it is a very Mennonite for the guys and girls to be separated. In my head I was like “Man that sucks, I am glade that i am not Meninight!”. So our leaders went though the rules and thing we need to know for this year. My leaders our Sandy, Steve, Me Me and Rafael. They are so funny and sweet. I can’t wait to have deep conversation with them this year. We also did team building games and played 2 hours of grounders (hello Awesome!!!) Ohh and the Food here I so GOOD, i am getting feed like a horse :). The days are long, a good long thow. This year is going to be a year of changed, learning and so many other thing that God is going to be doing in my life.

Winnipag!

I'm here!!!

I am here!!! i landed safely and i am so excited!!!!!!!!!! I meet up with some of the people on the trip at the campus. Half of them are going to South Africa with me and the other half to Guatemala. The first group of people i meet are to awesome. all of us became friends so fast like we were ment to be friend our whole life. The campus got all of us tickets to go to a worship concert in town. So we hoped on the bus and went. As we were on our way their we were laughing and smiling the whole way their. The concert was crazy, not going to lie I heard Angels singing with us. When we got back from the concert me and the boys so going all around the campus doing par-core!!!! Some more of the other out of town people started to show up. this one guy just by looking at him i knew their was going to be some beef between him and me. Well i was right. his body languge told me everything, he didn't like me not one bit. i just blew it off and said to my self "Well its what you make of it". This is one day down many more to come. :)

I will Go.

I have finally finished high school once and for all. My high school years have been really tough. But i know that God has been giving me these hard times for reasons i know or will hopefully find out someday. As i get ready for the coming year i keep asking God for his heart. I truly love, loving people who are broken. As i get ready for this coming year in Winnipeg and then South Africa. I know its going to be so much fun, scary, Sadness and pain its most likly going to be one of the best years of my life. I have this feeling that God has been waiting for the year a-lot longer then me and he is just as existed. This year i am going to be challenged everyday spiritually, mentally and physically. But also going to be a year of One on One with God. God is going to grow me into something he has always wanted me to be, I don't fully know what that is but I trust him with every part of me. All i know is that God is caling me and I will go!

Isaiah 6:8

Then I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, "Whom shall I send, and who will go for Us?" Then I said, "Here am I. Send me!"